gamble.. i lose d..

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recently so lyk the TC show-赌场风云..
i aso duno y so lyk..
maybe i sendiri aso gamble too..
wah...
CLHS prefect gamble too??
NONO..
in my opinion..
everyday..
everyone..
aso gamble everymoment..
dun trust??
let say..
in the morning..
u choose ur T-shirt..
this aso a gamble too..
y??
if u choose a nice one..
it will help u gif a gud image to everyone..
em..
maybe this too serios d..

em..
maybe this tym de exam i lose lo...
really lose d..
bcuz i drop to 'B' class d..
sad...
dispointed...
think..
take a deep breath..
cnt understand y lyk tht de???
i really cnt accept i drop to 'b' class..
maybe nt me cnt accept..
is me duno hw to face my parents..
they still duno gok..
maybe let them dispointed again...
sorry...


i wana die...
i really thought b4..
i really wana kill myself d..
"自杀"
maybe is my way to solve all this things!!
bye..
my frienz..
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but..
不甘心!!!
maybe '不甘心' let me din haf the dare to kill myself...
我真的很不甘心..

不甘心- y i drop to 'b' class
不甘心- y my result lyk tht de
不甘心- y get scold frm my parents
不甘心- y get 'PERLI' frm my frienz
不甘心- y everday feel lyk i juz lose everything
不甘心- y everyday i aso seem lyk busy.. but left 4 ntg!!
不甘心... 不甘心... 不甘心... 不甘心... 不甘心...

明年,我要赌完最后一场...
我就不相信我是loser...
showhand...
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